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Come, And I Will Give You Rest

Rest..... I've wrote on this before, about it being the season that I am in. I now know why I have been in this place. It hasn't been a rest of doing nothing. In the rest I have had to make the choice to go and get alone with Jesus. I have had to choose Jesus when I could've slept in or watched TV. The season of rest that I am in is for the accommodation of what is next in my life and walk with the Lord. ⬤ I've had to not go and do everything I have wanted to, but it has been so rewarding. Not only in the fact that my house is spotless most of the time (Can I get an AMEN) lol but in the sense that I am growing here in this place just as much if not more as whenever I am in huge corporate settings. ⬤ There is something about knowing him, that knowing that Jesus is waiting for me when I wake up early every morning. Knowing that with out a shadow of a doubt he is doing everything I pray and speak out in complete faith that he always shows up. He will alwa

Pure Heart

Loving ourselves... A subject we often over look. If it wasn't important Jesus wouldn't of said. "'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind'; and, 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'"  Luke 10:27. It's hard to learn this scripture and to walk it out when all we have ever been taught is. Eye for an eye. The way that seems right to the world. Not easy! But it is so worth it. Would you rather have an okay life or do you want to raise the dead? Not just the dead physically but the spiritually dead? Me? I wanna raise the dead! I want everyone on planet earth to know the real Jesus Christ of Nazareth.  How does this pertain to loving ourselves? If we can't see ourselves through the eye of Christ we can never see other people for their created value... Christ died while we where yet sinners. He knew no sin and became sin so that we could become the

New Season

Hello Everyone, Thank you for reading this blog today. It blows me away that God has used this blog to reach 15 nations in the world. Our God is so big, so strong, and so mighty. There's nothing that our God will not do. I love that song. It's so sweet to me. I sing it with Hadlie every day! SOOOOOO... It's beginning to look a lot like FALL! I love this time of year. Christmas is my absolute favorite but Fall there is just something so crisp and clear about that season that always ends up changing me again spiritually. A new season. I don't believe that we will end 2018 hard and in a striving manor. We are entering this season where the Lord want's to correct us in love, grace, and mercy. The things we thought where right for so many years. He wants to show us his heart, his mind, and he wants us to HEAR HIM! I love getting together and waiting on the Lord with friends and family and then I love to share what he spoke or what he did when he showed up. I

Are You Comfortable?

Hey Precious People! Are you comfortable? A question I wish I could answer YES to but I know that it's not where I am suppose to be. Jesus said he gave us the comforter for a reason. The reason is so that we could fully and completely depend on him in the worst and best of every situation.. Why do we need full dependence on him? Because people always miss the mark but GOD.... Never will! If we look back at all the different situations in our lives we can see that people have always let us down. Why is that? Because we put all our trust and love and time and energy into them. God designed us to be that way but only with him.  That's why it's all about relationship with Jesus Christ and not religion and if it is about religion to you then it should be, James 1:27 Pure and undefined religion in the sight of our God and Father is this; to visit and care for orphans and widows in their distress, and to keep ones self unstained from the world. That is true religion.

No Disconnect

Hey Ya'll, It's such a blessing to see that God is using this blog in over 13 nations. Only God could do something like that. Thank you all for reading and sharing this blog.  I want to share with you what I have been seeing lately. It's really heart wrenching to know that people feel unloved, unwanted, and ashamed. I guess my heart is so gripped with this because, I use to be that person. Even though I knew what my Mom always would tell us but I had trouble believing it. Why though? because any other time I was "loved" on earth I had to earn it. Like being in a relationship you don't say I love you until you've been together for like 4 years. hahahaha It literally makes me laugh because, love can't be earned. It is a literal person. You have to encounter him, to love yourself and out of that place love other people. Ephesians 3:19 to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with ALL the fullness of God. Th

You ARE Enough

Being Enough. ↓     How do we simply be something, that most of the time we don't feel we actually are? Well it has taken me a long time to find out what really ripped out all the lying thoughts that tried to keep me bound. It was a process. A longer one then I would like to admit but, God saw me through. It started in 2013 The Lord started revealing himself to me in everyday situations. At this point in my life I was dealing with sickness that kind of consumed my every minute. So I would start noticing God speaking to me through songs, or movies, or being stuck at a red light. It was awesome to start seeing this kind of stuff happen but I didn't know what it was. So I would just think.... Oh that's awesome!! But I didn't understand what it meant to respond to his calling and his reaching out.      I didn't know that Jesus was a real person who wanted to encounter me. I didn't know what was on the other side of depression but I wanted it. It wasn't

Running On Empty

Hello Everyone, Thank you so much for taking time out of your day to read this blog post, I appreciate all of you!  I am excited for this new school year and to watch my beautiful daughter grow in all the areas she wants to improve. For myself lately I have started a new to me Keto diet. Which I have so loved. The Lord had been showing me I needed to fast for sometime now and I have been for about 3 years. It has helped me grow spiritually and it was showing me what I needed to get done in the natural also, to be the best mom and person I can be. I have always loved working out and having a what I thought was healthy lifestyle. Things have changed for me over the last few month. I am finally losing weight and feeling so much better. Last year was a rough year for me and I was running on empty the whole year. I had lost two jobs and I felt like a failure as a mom. I started listening to the enemies lies about me. Then one day Holy Spirit revealed to me in scripture some ve

Back To School

Hello! I hope your week is off to a blessed start! Thank  you for reading this blog post. Well it's that time of year again and we start school in about a week. This year my daughter and I have daily goals we want to accomplish and they are simple but yet it's stuff we need to do. I feel like starting school again is almost like setting New Year's goals that hardly ever happen but you have good intentions, but this year it's going to be different.  Goal #1 Is to get to bed on time every night.  The reason I want this to be number one is because the Lord tells us how important rest is. Not only physically but spiritually and emotionally also. I want to live out a lifestyle of rest in Jesus so that Hadlie can see that it is possible to do that, and I want to live in this promise he has for us. Goal #2 Wake up Hadlie up a few minutes early. So I can read the bible to Hadlie and we can talk about things and pray about them before we even st

SONcoinscience

Hey Everyone, So I read an article today that really made my head spin. A lady said, "Being a single mom in America is glorified." One this hurt my heart for the lady because she doesn't understand being a single parent. She used that statement to make herself feel better after giving her sweet precious child up for adoption. I am thankful she chose adoption but at the same time her reasons for it where sad. I would like to tell my single mother story and how the favor of the Lord can operate in purity and surrender and just how much our lives mean to Jesus. So 7 years ago on a rainy spring morning I became a mom to this sweet little face in this picture. She was/is so sweet. She was so tiny and awesome all at the same time. I felt scared that she was finally here and I had to do everything, but I could see God in her and all around us. The moment I became pregnant the Lord used it to get me free from a lifestyle of going out and partying. It hurt to see all my f

He Leaves The 99 For YOU!

  Hello Everyone, I pray everyone who reads this blog is blessed with great health and blessings that are found in the promises of God! Thank you for stopping by today and check out this post. ↓ Today I would like to share just how far God will go just to get the one. For me I heard this most of my life, that God would chase after me and he would never leave us nor forsake us. There was a season in my life where I was so selfish and deceived that I genuinely thought that God had forgotten about me. hahahah I know, comical right. I was so self absorbed and worried about my feelings, me this and me that, that I forgot to stop and look at the details and to see Jesus there. Anyway back to that time I was very depressed and I compared myself to everyone. It was a giant pity party! Now that I look back I really could just kick myself, but I see true grace and mercy that he has washed me in and I humbly so so grateful that Jesus would pull me out of the pit. Through this

Make Us ONE

Hello Everyone, Thank you for taking the time to read this blog post today! I speak blessings over you and your lives! IN Jesus Name! You know everyone talks about wanting unity in their churches or communities or regions. I find though that we haven't put much action into this. For me I like to be a doer and I like getting stuff done. I know unity can either be a process or we can get rid of pride and ourselves and step into a deeper understanding of "the church". So how do we do this in our everyday lives? How do we become one? Well first we have to look at our relationship with Christ. Have we fully submitted to him? Or do we give him portions of us at a time? For me this question was convicting! Why though? Because I realized even though I wasn't meaning too I was taking tasks on myself, then getting overwhelmed and asking God now what do I do? In that place I heard him say I want to help you here too! I want to show the decisions to make and to have the lo

Unwavering Love

Hey Everyone, I've been on this journey lately of being still, listening, not saying much. It's hard for me because I always have a lot going on and I am always doing something but, HE is giving me his vision almost. I can hear things in conversations at the store or wherever and it breaks my heart for that person and whoever else might be involved and then I can share with them. I have noticed that his love is unwavering and it's the same and it's intense and it's fierce and it's tangible. It doesn't change. How cool is it that what we do doesn't change his love for us. We can always receive more and we can always go after more and He wants to give it away. Everyone around us is looking for a savior. Even if they yell in your face or mock you. They are really saying, I need Jesus. I need to be loved. I need to know who I was created to be. Suicide could totally be wiped out if we could stop, listen, and hear what the Lord says about everyone, and then

My Testimony

Hello Everyone, Happy Monday! Thanks for stopping by and reading my blog today! So I am going to do my best to share my testimony. There is a lot in it, so it might be along read. I promise to make you laugh though! So I grew up in a small town where everyone knows everyone and they know everything about you. It was great except during that rebellious point of my life which is where I will start off at. In high school I was really sweet and shy for the most part until my Junior year towards Christmas. I had just gotten out of a relationship that was pretty serious and it hurt.. If you saw my last blog I mentioned this a little bit. So I decided to run to all the wrong things.. I started hanging out with some people I probably shouldn't have. I started making dumb choices and started to go and do things I would never in a million years be proud to talk about. During this time I met my daughters father. I graduated high school and then him and I started talking and dating. Not long

Light

Welcome back ya'll! Thanks for taking the time to check out my blog. So today I am going to talk about US being the light... What I believe God is wanting to do, especially with all of the hurting going on and all the relationships that have been completely trashed because of actions and people being accused of things that aren't necessarily issues to be worried about. So first the Lord spoke to me today at 1:03 PM and i took it to scripture. Genesis 1:3-4 And God said,"Let there be light," and there was light. God saw the light was good. I know this scripture is talking about creating the sun.. But I also heard him say I was thinking of you even when I created this light. YOU are the light of the world. How cool is that? He loves us that much to constantly be thinking good thoughts for us. Exodus 35:14 The lamp stand (represents Jesus) that is for light (us) with its accessories (because we couldn't be us with nothing on the inside or outside) lamp (represen

FEAR NOT!!!

Hey There, Thank you for coming to read this blog post :)! There has been many scary things talked about on the media this week. I have really had to press in and hear what the Lord is saying. He is still saying the same thing he has always said FEAR NOT! FOR I AM WITH YOU! Last night when i was reading the news about the Florida shooting this fear started to rise up in me and then before I knew it my chest felt heavy! I guess because my daughter is in school and I just stopped right there and started thanking God for what he says about us and crying out for our nation to come to his feet! I felt like Hannah in 1 Samuel how she is deeply troubled and called out to the Lord with everything in her being.. The Lord remembered her cry and granted to her what she longed for. Then something started to rise up in me and say stop being consumed by the enemy and what he wants to do and bring division, look at me... Can you see me in the midst? I was really honest and said I don't know w

Eagles

Hey Everyone, Thank you for stopping and reading this blog post today! I am going to share a little bit about what God has been showing me lately and I want to hear from you as well! So beginning in August of 2017 I started seeing Eagles yes Eagles on the high ways or driving and I had one experience that made me look more into this and start asking God what he was saying. On my way to work when i worked in Lovington NM in the treasures office I was on my way and it was an emotional morning. I was having a pity party I suppose because I just wanted to stay home with my child. I had never gotten to do much of that since she was born, anyway... As the song It is well is blaring in my car i look out my window and this eagle locks eyes with me and it was almost creepy because I saw the color of his eyes and everything!! They where a honey color. They pierced right into my soul and in that moment I heard the voice of God say look Jordyn, this is a representation of you. You are on t

Can You See Me

Recent encounters with the father have pushed me passed my normal zone of faith and into a sea of waiting waters. Waiting in expectancy of the things unknown. Of the very specific regions and areas he has shown and highlighted for me to go. Not just any kind of calling out either it was marked before the foundation of the world for me to go and be the one to stand up for RIGHTEOUSNESS! Obedience is a must! Luke 11:28 he replied, " Blessed rather are those who hear the word of God and obey it." when God the Father speaks and it aligns with his word it is best to just immediately be responsive and move in obedience. It's him saying can you see me? It is not easy. It in fact pulls you to another level of dependence upon him. I do not want someone else to do what God wants me to do. No it isn't a competition, but it is a race of faith. Running MY race and finishing well. When the father says to move I want my first reaction to be obedience. I wasn't always this way
Hey there! As I promised I am going to share our experience at Power & Love Dallas. Man have you ever just set back and seen all the Lord really does do for you...? He is in your very air you breathe! He is all around and in everything. With that being said on Wednesday night when we got to power and love you could literally feel his presence just walking to your seat. Jeremy Riddle and Josh Baldwin from Bethel lead the worship and my gosh it was so beautiful! It opened the atmosphere for the rest of the time there, not even kidding one bit. On Thursday this was the first full day and we learned how to operate in healing, which by the way is for everyone and everything and we all have the power and authority to do that. but anyway.. Robby Dawkins spoke and demonstrated things and man God came right in where he was wanted and flipped things around for so many people. So we go out on our first out reach and didn't really get much done. Checked into our hotel that was complete