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Transition

Tran ● Si ● Tion- noun  The process or a period of changing from one state or condition to another. Over the process of the last few months I have had the same reoccurring dream. When me or a lady is in the transition state of childbirth. In dreams this can mean many different things but I believe The Lord is speaking to the church as a whole right now.  As the church we are in a transition. We are about to see a generation and culture rise up in humility and godly character. We will all join together and operate as the true church. For the individuals I believe the Lord is saying many are in a transition for the season, the place that they're at financially, for there relationship with Jesus, you might even be in transition in the natural as well as spiritual levels but The Lord is saying this one thing. JESUS! God's answer to all of us will and always will be Jesus. Everything we need according to God is in Jesus. We are running after the next thing. We don...

Things I Won't Miss About Being Plus Size

Hey Ya'll! So I am getting closer to a surgery date over here and I am so excited I can't hardly stand myself lol! While I am waiting on that phone call from the surgeon the Lord has really been showing me all that will be new with me after surgery, and it's really exciting. So I am writing a blog about things that maybe people aren't aware of and just trying to shine some light on areas where people don't like sharing this kind of info. Things I Won't Miss About Being Plus Size  1. I wont miss being the largest person in the room. Hear me out here. I know that I am not always the largest person but a lot of the time I am. I am excited to walk into a room and people not stare. You can see just how much I have had to rely on Jesus to be my strength :) 2. I won't miss shopping for clothes This is something I absolutely dread. Like avoid at all cost. Like don't even do it but maybe once a year. Usually the plus size secti...

Weight Loss Surgery

Hey Everyone, I haven't updated my blog in a few months, and today I had that gentle nudge from the Lord to write this and post it. So here goes. About 3 years ago I started researching VSG which is also known as The Sleeve or Vertical Sleeve Gastrectomy. Every year I would tell myself I am giving myself one more year. Well here we are 3 years later,and I am still stuck and where I don't want to be physically! I started having these dreams where I could see myself about 115 LBS lighter than what I am now. I would wake up so excited and I would declare what the Lord had shown me in the dreams over myself and my body. I could see myself so free in my dreams. Free to wear clothes and not constantly avoid my reflection in a mirror. I don't hate my body the way I am right now but I know that God has so much more for me than just this. After awhile of seeing myself in my dreams like that God started showing me how I was going to get to that place and I would dream abou...

His Eye Is On The Sparrow, And I Know He Watches Me

Hello Everyone, Sometimes we can be in a hard place and feel like we work so hard for nothing, or we continually have to watch people get what their heart desires, mean while our hearts desire never comes true. I see so many ladies complain about things their husbands do everyday that gets on their nerves and on the inside I am physically aching and longing for my husband whom I've never met and I don't even know if there is one for me. I have never wanted to share about this because it's an honest and deep hurt that only Jesus sees. Why would I care so much to be married? Well I would love to find what all of you take for granted every day. I would love to pick up laundry that was left out by my husband because, he was tired after work. I would love for my daughter to have a step dad that is a true dad to her. She prays for him every night. I would love to have a real life, life partner to make decisions with and not always have to do things alone. I would love to not h...

Simply His

Jesus,  The name above every name. Died and rose for us. It's something that I refuse to take lightly. Most of the time when I think of Just how awesome Jesus is. It sends me right to tears. I haven't wrote a blog in awhile. I wanted to many times but something kept me from just doing it. I recently just got back from a Power and Love in Watuaga TX, and Jesus always shows up bigger and better than I could ever picture him to. My ears got healed. I am still in awe that I can hear without it sounded muffled or without constant ringing in my ears. I am so blessed that the Lord of all the earth would heal me. He has healed me before but every time he shows up it blows me away.  Here we are it's another year and everyone is setting new goals and wishes for this year. This year my wish is to truly love Jesus well. If I could do anything in this life it would be just that. 2019 has come with its share of trials but The Lord is so faithful and kind to always call...

Come, And I Will Give You Rest

Rest..... I've wrote on this before, about it being the season that I am in. I now know why I have been in this place. It hasn't been a rest of doing nothing. In the rest I have had to make the choice to go and get alone with Jesus. I have had to choose Jesus when I could've slept in or watched TV. The season of rest that I am in is for the accommodation of what is next in my life and walk with the Lord. ⬤ I've had to not go and do everything I have wanted to, but it has been so rewarding. Not only in the fact that my house is spotless most of the time (Can I get an AMEN) lol but in the sense that I am growing here in this place just as much if not more as whenever I am in huge corporate settings. ⬤ There is something about knowing him, that knowing that Jesus is waiting for me when I wake up early every morning. Knowing that with out a shadow of a doubt he is doing everything I pray and speak out in complete faith that he always shows up. He will alwa...

Pure Heart

Loving ourselves... A subject we often over look. If it wasn't important Jesus wouldn't of said. "'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind'; and, 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'"  Luke 10:27. It's hard to learn this scripture and to walk it out when all we have ever been taught is. Eye for an eye. The way that seems right to the world. Not easy! But it is so worth it. Would you rather have an okay life or do you want to raise the dead? Not just the dead physically but the spiritually dead? Me? I wanna raise the dead! I want everyone on planet earth to know the real Jesus Christ of Nazareth.  How does this pertain to loving ourselves? If we can't see ourselves through the eye of Christ we can never see other people for their created value... Christ died while we where yet sinners. He knew no sin and became sin so that we could become the...