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Things I Won't Miss About Being Plus Size

Hey Ya'll! So I am getting closer to a surgery date over here and I am so excited I can't hardly stand myself lol! While I am waiting on that phone call from the surgeon the Lord has really been showing me all that will be new with me after surgery, and it's really exciting. So I am writing a blog about things that maybe people aren't aware of and just trying to shine some light on areas where people don't like sharing this kind of info. Things I Won't Miss About Being Plus Size  1. I wont miss being the largest person in the room. Hear me out here. I know that I am not always the largest person but a lot of the time I am. I am excited to walk into a room and people not stare. You can see just how much I have had to rely on Jesus to be my strength :) 2. I won't miss shopping for clothes This is something I absolutely dread. Like avoid at all cost. Like don't even do it but maybe once a year. Usually the plus size secti

Weight Loss Surgery

Hey Everyone, I haven't updated my blog in a few months, and today I had that gentle nudge from the Lord to write this and post it. So here goes. About 3 years ago I started researching VSG which is also known as The Sleeve or Vertical Sleeve Gastrectomy. Every year I would tell myself I am giving myself one more year. Well here we are 3 years later,and I am still stuck and where I don't want to be physically! I started having these dreams where I could see myself about 115 LBS lighter than what I am now. I would wake up so excited and I would declare what the Lord had shown me in the dreams over myself and my body. I could see myself so free in my dreams. Free to wear clothes and not constantly avoid my reflection in a mirror. I don't hate my body the way I am right now but I know that God has so much more for me than just this. After awhile of seeing myself in my dreams like that God started showing me how I was going to get to that place and I would dream abou